Editor: Time to move on. Meta-DC.
Labels: Gift of Love, xqxc
Tuesday, December 11, 2007
Gift of Love [01]
Date: 25th October 2007
Venue: CID Headquarters
Time: 0830h
Mya：这几天真的是忙到要命。才死了1个人，我们就忙成这样子，如果凶手再杀多几个，我们不是先死掉。
大蒙：喂！你又在乱说什么！你很希望多几个人死吗？
Mya：对嘛。1个重案组只有4个人，录得了口供就查不了案，查得了案又不够人录口供。我们又不是孙悟空。
大蒙：（叹了一口气）如果明叔在了话。。。
Mya：我不是说明叔啦，我是说欧阳啦。
Mya：那个冲动派的啊，要嘛，就劫走胡医生，要嘛，又挟持我。
大蒙：你还好意思说，配强被抢走还被挟持，年度最逊警探非你莫属!
Mya：什么嘛，我是女生他是男生嘞！
Mya：但是，看到欧阳为温医生的死，这么难过，还得接受心理辅导，还。。蛮替他难过的。
大蒙：是啊。平时看他粗粗鲁鲁的，想不到，温医生的死，对他的打击这么大。
大蒙：好啦，别说了。要9点了，Madam和狄伦应该要到了。
警探A：对不起。请问，Madam来了吗？有人速递了1个盒子给Madam。
大蒙：你放在那里好了。(Pointing to the desk in front of XiaoQian’s office)
大蒙：等一下我们会告诉Madam的。谢谢。
Mya：哇！Madam的桃花运真好，胡医生走了，现在又不知道是谁。
Mya：你猜，是不是狄伦？
大蒙：Shh！
大蒙：Madam!
(In walks XiaoQian into the station)
大蒙：Erm.. Madam，有你的速递。
晓茜：哦。谢谢。
(XiaoQian enters her office after picking up the box)
(A moment later, DiLun walks in)
狄伦：早。
大蒙：早。
大蒙：对了，欧阳。。他好一点了吗？
狄伦：已经平定下来了。他一直有去接受心理辅导，他说他会继续定期地接受辅导的。
大蒙：这样就好。
Mya：那。。内部调查组对他的评估呢？他还可以回来吧，再不回来我就要累死了。
狄伦：内部调查组建于他情绪还不够稳定，所以挪后了评估。所以，欧阳暂时还不能复职。
Mya：哦。
(DiLun steals a peek into XiaoQian’s room)
狄伦：这么早就有人速递给晓茜啊。
Mya：不是你送的吗？
(DiLun shakes his head in response)
Mya：我还以为是你送的。那么是谁呢？难道胡医生复活了？
大蒙：你啊，一大清早的，没一句对的话。
Inside her office, XiaoQian took a deep breath before she opened the box. She thought she knew who this was from, but the harsh reality tattooed in her brain, reminded her that it was impossible. It was of anticipation, of unknown, but never of excitement. Deep in her heart, there was a tinge of fear, that the hopes, coming together with the box, might be dashed, when the lids are opened. Yet, it was never XiaoQian’s style to just leave it around.
Lifting the lid opened, she did. The immense emotions so overwhelmed her to numbness, to expressionless, to… a state of blankness.
Sour plums, biscuits and snacks; inexpensive and never uncommon, but why is it so familiar…
The familiarity of such should have ended, and has already ended, at least so in XiaoQian’s minds 10days ago. The familiarity of such sweetness, had expected to be gone, when XiCun was gone. XiCun is definitely gone, so who exactly sent her such familiarity.
Amidst the snacks, a letter lies across. It wrote:
晓茜
生日快乐。
对不起，从今的我，再也不能为你庆祝生日，也不能守护在你身旁，更不能，像以前这样地，爱着你。对不起，我已无能为力为你再做任何事了。对不起。
离开你，是宇宙万物里任何语言所无法形容的悲，的不舍，的不愿意。千言万语，何以形容我只想每天对你说声“我爱你”。
伤害你，就有如要我离开你，是百般，是千般，是万般，也不够用来形容我的，不愿意。
人，往往因为一时的错，不能再回头了。
如果能从来，会不会稍嫌狼狈，我只想全心全意地再好好爱你一回。
但是现实的残酷，事实的绝对，我们，存在的，以后，也只能是回忆了。我不后悔我选择了去面对我的过错，我后悔的是，我放弃了再多爱你一下下的机会。对不起。
我们的孩子，或许，就是，还是对不起。我不能够给孩子一个你从小就想拥有的家，我也不能够，为他做出任何的事。我现在唯一能为孩子，为你，所做的，仅是我对孩子的祝福，的厚望。
虽然“正义”分开了我们，但是，我还是希望，我们的孩子，能够相信“正义是存在的”。我希望我们的孩子，会成为一位有孝义、有正义、有情义的人。不管他/她是男是女，我都希望，我们的孩子是个有义之人。所以，我取了孩子的名。
男：胡轩义
女：胡璇仪
希望孩子能相信着正义，宣扬着你的正义。也希望，孩子能比我还要爱你。
我不能再为你做什么，也不能为孩子做任何事。但是，晓茜，不要放弃幸福，好吗？
千般的不舍 万丝的爱意，
希存字绝
[The post continues with this xqxc-Gift of Love 01 video. I have provided 2 sources to facilitate viewing. enjoy.]
View the clearer version on Veoh. Alternatively, you can download this clip on your computer through this link too.
最长的电影
作詞:周杰伦 作曲:周杰伦
我们的开始 是很长的电影
放映了三年 我票都还留着
冰上的芭蕾 脑海中还在旋转
望着你 慢慢 忘记你
朦胧的时间 我们溜了多远
冰刀画的圈 圈起了谁改变
如果再从来 会不会稍嫌狼狈
爱是不是 不开口才珍贵
再给我两分钟 让我把记忆结成冰
别融化了眼泪 你妆都花了 要我怎么记得
记得你叫我忘了吧 记得你叫我忘了吧
你说你会哭 不是因为在乎
[Editor: this is my intended interpretation,
XQ goes to the beach after work and is reminded of XC. Current time XQ who is at the beach, is shown with scenes in full colour. Grayscale is XQ remembering about the past.
Serpia is the variable one. You can see it as its in serpia(or brown old feel) because XC is died. Or you can see it as I see it, XC is in another dimension. XQ cant see XC, but XC is still there with XQ.
Especially the removing of shoe scenes. XQ sat at the beach and removed her shoe, and she remembers how the last time she removed her shoe at the beach, XC was there with her. I added the serpia XC touching XQ, as though XC is still with XQ, caring for her, but the current XC, when touching XQ, XQ cant feel for XC, because they are in different dimensions.
This is my very very 1st attempt to edit a video/make a video, all done with WMM, 1st time using this too. Pardon me.
Omg.. i feel so mushy with this post.. erh.. haha..
今日词汇：
-挟持 (xié chí) : 1.从两旁架住被捉住的人。2.用威力强迫对方服从。(to seize; abduct)
-评估(píng gu) : 1.评价和估量。2.判断。(evaluate; assess; rate)
-残酷(cán kù) : 1.凶狠冷酷。2.残忍的。3.冷酷无情。(cruel; brutal; ruthless)
-厚望 (hòu wàng) : 1.殷切期望。(great hopes; great expectations)
-宣扬 (xuān yáng) : 1.布道。2.大做广告。(to proclaim; publicise; preach)
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